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♥ Friday, February 27, 2009

♥ THE PRINCESS ME ♥

This is meant for someone.. (you should noe who you are)

If from the start you noe tat we will not last den wat's the point of being together in the first place? After so much tat happened, you can jus tell me you got no feelings for this relationship, when i changed and when things got better. You just went off without a reason or explaination. No feelings for this damn one year plus relationship?! You call this a reason? Or u call this an explaination?!

Ya, the whole lot of ur friends feel tat you are right to leave this relationship without an explanation? And feel sorry that you got such a lousy gerfriend? Den fine go ahead! Dun wanna be a friend of mine den leave me alone! You don't have to make the whole lot of your friends know tat i am such a lousy gerfriend. I do admit i am one damn lousy gerfriend !!! I am reali very disappointed with you

Labels: For you only

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♥ Thursday, February 26, 2009

♥ THE PRINCESS ME ♥

Right now i'm in office with all the invoices covering the whole big table.. Preparing to issue lots of cheques for tomorrow.. And it's pay day tomorrow!

Jus wanna share this with everybody, some people did saw this yesterday i guess. If were out yesterday about 7pm just when the skies are clearing.. There's rainbow! It's rainbow after the rain.. Photos i will post it when i get home.. I only got to take it with my phone in the train so the quality is not good.. But the rainbow yesterday was beautiful..

These weeks i will be super busy with photoshoots planned.. Going for a short trip? Not confirmed.. Photoshoot at Sentosa is confirmed but may not be this Saturday.. Or maybe jus a drive down to our neighbouring country Malaysia for few hours? Will be enjoying myself as much as i can jus to get myself to forget the unhappiness and lonelness.

After so much tat happened, life still has to go on. Without him i might be living better? Who knows??? He should be relived and free by now, not guilty or even sorry. So should i.. After so much tat hurts, it's time i be who i wanna be. Wear wat i wanna wear, go where i wanna go, do watever i wanna do, play around or even fool around. Who cares? Will you still bother reading my blog? Na, i dun wanna give a damn no more.. Me being so nice for so long, it's time tat i be someone u never noe inside me. Wanna be friends or wanna be strangers is still up you to decide.

We are just not fated to be together..

Labels: Busy weeks coming up

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♥ Monday, February 23, 2009

♥ THE PRINCESS ME ♥

Saturday as usual i went to work.. After work as planned the day before, i'll be doing a photoshoot. Left office and headed to Marriott Hotel to do my make up and waited for my darling Tiffany and Kelvin the photographer of the day.

While doing my make up in the lovely ladies, My darling Tiffany called and told me she took the wrong side of the train! Which means she took a train to JURONG! Took her about an hour more to meet me. But i was preparing so did not reali wait very long. But after i finish my make up, it started raining heavilly! Super heavy rain in Orchard, but lucky after Tiffany came the rain stopped and we headed to FarEast to find food before Kelvin reached..

Had subway for our late lunch.. Had lots of laughter from the start of our meal.. Den we decided tat we head down to Marina Barrage and the F1 track for our photos to be taken. Photos are not out.. But reali enjoyed the day out with Tiffany and Kelvin.. Had laughters non stop like crazy people on the streets.. Cannot blame, we jus had too much fun.. Had fun while taking photos and even in the car! Enjoyed Enjoyed ! ! !

Next photoshoot is this Saturday! Had some plans but not complete.. Will have lots of fun too i guess.. Our laughter jus won't stop..!

Gotta slim down a little by this Saturday's photoshoot.. But i'm having chocolates non stop.. Save me somebody ! ! !

*credits for the day "Tiffany Darling & Kelvin"*

Labels: Photoshoot with Laughter

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♥ Friday, February 20, 2009

♥ THE PRINCESS ME ♥

I am seriously hurt for some reason..

There's no turning back of time and things changed in just 2 hours. Alex my boyfriend called me at 7pm last evening and told me he has got no feelings for this relationship anymore. I am reali very confused and lost over everything tat he told me. For no reasons and no explaination he jus wan a break up with me. I dunno wat i have done to have this relationship ending with this stoopit reason.

I am somehow or rather now offically single..

The times of good and bad is just over. Memories that i wanted it to last is jus i want but not anymore. Times when we had our first date out, our first christmas, my first birthday with him, his first birthday at chalet with his parents, the first surprise present from him (Alean-my kitty), our first R & R chalet and our first anniversary. These are just nothing to him anymore...

...memories are left in within...

Labels: It hurts

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♥ Wednesday, February 18, 2009

♥ THE PRINCESS ME ♥

Went for dinner with my besti Cecily! Had my crave for sushi for dinner.. Went to mend my shoes and went up to my G2000 my ex work place at Tiong Bahru Plaza for a short visit.. For everybody's information, G2000 in Tiong Bahru Plaza is closing down by next week if i'm not wrong.. So in the future, there won't be any G2000 there..

Here's Jane and me

My besti and Jane

And we headed out for our sushi dinner...

See the number of plates we ate for dinner.. My besti was super hungry today.. Ate till i cannot eat anymore.. She can actually tell me she's still hungry! My god lah.. So skinny still eat so much but nothing making her grow fats.. Den headed out to see manicure at this shop named Lady Finger.. Their nail art is beautiful.. Should try one day..

Den we headed home.. Must have a gooD rest tonite.. Tat's all for the day... Tata...!

Bebe ! ! ! Where's my Hug Hug ?!?!

Labels: SuShi Time

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♥ Tuesday, February 17, 2009

♥ THE PRINCESS ME ♥

Today was a fine day.. But when it comes to after work i was totally pissed off!

After work i took a bus back home and cuz i was lazy to wait for the next bus, so i boarded the bus tat is about to move off.. While in the bus there was this couple who has this totally cannot make it face and body shape people, boarded after me.. So as the bus moved off, my friend call and i was on ear piece.. So i answered.. Then after chatting awhile, this couple.. I reali dunno wat to say lah.. Bus so crowded still can hug there and there and they kissed! Oh MY GOD lah.. Wanna kiss and hug go somewhere else lah! Of all places "in the bus" And the bus was totally crowded and when they hug and kiss they actually moved closer to me, and the ger stepped on my shoe lah! Sorry also dun have loh! I was so pissed and i stared at them and the guy realised tat only after some time.. The guy den told the gerfriend.. At the mean time i was still on the line with my friend.. The ger turned back and looked back at me and says "not pretty still wanna act pretty" I was so fucking pissed lah! (sorrie for my words, i'm super angry) Den i told my friend, "some people dun even noe they looked uglier.." Den we continued our conversation.. My friend on the line asking if i'm driving today.. So i answered and says tat i'm not driving.. I'm in the bus with some idiots.. Den the ger overheard wat i said and said "if she were to drive, the person who seats in the car is super unlucky" Is like wat the fuck?!

Sorrie.. I was jus venting my anger in my blog.. But is reali damn pissed off.. People!!! If bus is crowded please stand still lah! Dun move here and there.. Irritating... Haiz.. Spoiled my day..

Labels: Ugli Couple

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♥ Monday, February 16, 2009

♥ THE PRINCESS ME ♥

Dunno wat is wrong with me these few days or should i say these few weeks.. Not feeling very well but dunno wat's wrong with myself..

Saturday was Valentine Day and i went to work.. Standard.. Went office and almost doze off cuz i got my things done on the day before.. This year's Valentine Day is the most unforgettable one.. This is the first Valentine Day being alone! Not reali angry with my darling cuz i got work in the morning till 1pm and after my work time he went for function in school and after the function he went for wedding dinner.. SoOo... He was not being able to meet me.. Felt lonely at one point of time but wat can i do? So after calming myself down not to get sad.. I went home after work.. And there i went.. Into BED ! ! !

Sunday went for BBQ at west coast park.. Went for kids birthday BBQ with my ex colleagues (my mummy(s)) Stayed awhile and we left.. But! Enjoyed.. Photos not up.. So have to wait okie? Will get it done soon..

I'm off to bed.. Tata for now..

Bebe! ! ! I wan my hug hug!!!

Labels: Valentine Day

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♥ Monday, February 9, 2009

♥ THE PRINCESS ME ♥

Today will be a quick blog... Just remembered i have yet to update my blog for few days le..

Was super not feeling well the whole of yesterday.. Was in bed, having low blood.. Had sweets, had my meals and all but it jus doesn't work! Dunno why.. And last nite had a slip in my bathroom.. Cuz having low blood i guess, stood up from my bed, took 3 steps into my bathroom and snap, i got a blackout and had a slip.. Na.. I'm still okie.. But had a bun on my head..

Went to work today of course! I told myself i cannot take MCs le.. Die also must crawl to work.. Boss ordered some new cupboards for the office and will be sent in tomorrow! Happie, but will have lots of work to do tomorrow.. After my boss left the office.. Dunno wat happened i suddenly got headache.. Is it cuz of the knock on my head? Cannot be ar.. Dunno.. Came back home had my dinner and watched Hong Kong drama for awhile and my head still hurts!

Had my shower but i'm having fever! Wat is wrong ! ! ! ! ? ? ? I'm going off to bed..

Bebe.. I love you

Labels: I got a slip in my bathroom

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♥ Wednesday, February 4, 2009

♥ THE PRINCESS ME ♥

It's been 2 days le! And i'm still in bed cuz i'm still not feeling well caused by the stoopit throat inflammation! Still having a bit of fever on and off but i dun care.. Cuz it goes on and off, makes me dunno if i should take medication? Or should i jus leave it? Confused! ! ! Flu is jus non stop.. It's making me look like a red nose rain deer!

Bebe is back in camp this week but not staying in.. But it's jus so weird lah.. POP le still have to go back into camp for wat? Should be finish staying in den can be posted out le ar.. Haiz.. I also dunno.. My bebe should be wondering as well bah.. Only two words to describe.. "NO CHOICE"

Recently never reali take pictures.. Dunno is cuz no mood for photos? Or just lazy bah.. Will take some pictures soon okie? Sorrie for having words blog for so long.. Mmm.. Having some meet ups soon so.. I guess there'll be pictures taken.. Friday i'll be meeting my best friend Pamela who is also my ITE best buddy classmate. Her birthday coming le.. So meeting up with her for a simple dinner bah.. Den on Saturday I'll be booked as well.. After m half day at work i'll be down to meet my bebe to get Lego for Josephine who is my ex colleague, my mummy in office. I'm not buying for my mummy, but for her son.. Den will head down to her place for her new house warming. Still yet to buy her house warming present.. Dunno wat to get her.. She told me she wants a 42" plastma TV! I also wanna have one at home loh.. Joe.. I buy u a lego one can? I dunno where i can find, but i make one for you okie? Lolx..

Think tat's all for the week.. Any other appointments??? Ring me up or MSN me okie? Sorrie i dun reali have a good memory.. Hehe..

Labels: Still Sick

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♥ Tuesday, February 3, 2009

♥ THE PRINCESS ME ♥

It's sickness Combo this time! Having throat inflammation, flu and the worst part is fever.. Whenever there's sore throat it always comes with fever for me.. Hate it when it comes to sore throat.. Cuz it makes me dun feel like eating and drinking.. It's gooD if i wanna go on diet.. But i always have gastric pain nowadays so i dun intend to not eat for my meals.. Having medication dun wanna eat also must eat if not how to take medication? Porridge and porridge loh.. Wat else??? Boring ! ! !

Having crave for CHOCOLATES! If i'm gonna eat them den i think u guys can go hospital and find me le.. I have been on MCs and MCs nowadays.. Die lah.. Must stop myself from being falling sick le.. Dun wanna go on MC anymore! Cuz after my MC day, when i step into office there'll always be loads of work waiting for me to clear! Tired de loh.. Not recovered also have to finsh de work..

Dunno why before i got sick i noe i'm gonna be sick but just dun bother about it.. Actually thought of telling my darling when i realise i was not feeling too gooD. But i did not.. Den i started becoming moody.. I dunno why i started asking him weird questions tat makes him feel tat i am checking on him. Is jus tat cuz my darling has not been talking to me for 2 weeks? He was busy due to Chinese New Year.. And he was also having throat inflammation before chinese new year.. I jus wanted to noe wat he actually was doing for the past 2 weeks. I was not checking on him.. I dunno how to tell him tat i am always wondering if he misses me or wondering wat i was doing when he's busy. Haiz..

Why is my boyfriend so different from other guys tat i noe? I noe he's unique but too unique tat i dunno how to express myself anymore.. It makes me feel tat i'm not a little princess in his world but a lady? I have to be reali independent, reali behave like a woman i shall say.. It's hard for me sometimes cuz i have always been treated like a princess, i have never knew wat is independent till i met him. Everything also have to do myself, places i dunno how to go i have to find my way out, things i dunno how to do i also have to find a way to finish it. Sometimes is not tat i dun wanna think and use my brain.. But sometimes i reali feel tired and wanna be treated like a princess like the way i used to.. I reali dunno how to tell him.. Cuz he always have things to settle, things to worry about, things to do and things to finish. I dun wan him to feel tat i'm a burden to him but i reali feel tat i am a stress object to him. I made him feel tat i am irritating and unreasonable at times. Or should i say most of the time?

I am just vexed tat i dunno wat i should do.. I jus wanna say, bebe i'm sorrie

Labels: Sickness Combo

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