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Saturday, January 31, 2009

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I actually woke up early for work today.. Cuz i was supposed to meet my darling after work.. So.. I decided to dress nicer today cuz i'm still in Chinese New Year's mood.. So, off to work i went..

Reached office and i have to be alone cuz my colleague is still on leave back in Malaysia to celebrate her New Year with her parents.. Had been alone in the office for 2 Days le.. So bored.. But i was rushing with alot of work cuz holiday was too long.. Too long cuz i was not able to issue cheques for payment on time.. Payments are due today! And i only issued them today and posted them only after work!

Before i finish work, something happened.. Long story.. Dun feel like talking about it.. I only noe i felt very upset, very angry and disappointed. I jus dunno why am i always hoping for so much and always something will happen and things will be in different as expected? Am i always thinking too much? Or wat? I started tearing cuz i was angry.. And when i got angry, it was time to knock off.. But suddenly gastric pain came.. Damn bad day! Whole of today i only noe something.. I was happie for nothing..

My day was ruined cuz of no choice..

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Thursday, January 29, 2009

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It's been awhile since i last update my blog.. Sorrie people.. And i have complains tat the words for my blog is too small to be read and people's eyes are popping out cuz of reading my blog.. Okie Okie.. I will change the font size okie? Wondering why i'm blogging at this time? Yes.. I'm sick!

Had been recently busy before Chinese New Year for spring cleaning.. And Busy doing nothing at home these few days.. Hehe.. I dunno for wat reasons my grandma says tat we will try not to go for so many visitings this year so was so super upset staying at home. And Yesterday was alone at home cuz everyone else in my family is working! So poor thing rite? Bebe ! ! ! Do something ! ! !

My darling bebe is sick and is busy all these while.. Till now i have yet to see him.. Worried for him but same thing happened again.. He says tat there's nothing to be worried about for him. I reali dunno wat's wrong with getting worried for my boyfriend when he's sick.. Forget it..

I jus noe tat this year is not a very gooD year for me.. From the start it has not been starting well.. So i dun think it'll be too good.. Na.. I dunno.. I'm being superstitious? I hope so..

I jus wanna tell my bebe tat i reali dun wan him to get so tensed up over every single thing.. Maybe is me who is the one being stoopit and stubborn tat makes him always get angry and pissed off.. Okie.. I'll try and use my brain okie? I also wanna say, bebe.. I love you

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Tuesday, January 20, 2009

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Tonite is finally the last night for my darling bebe to be staying over in HTA le...! The day is finally here!  Somehow i feel tat he'll be sad and happie about it. Cuz he'll be sad to part with his friends and happie tat he's out from tat damn place.

These few days reali tired of work.. Office is giving me headaches! Everyday go office den have to do things related to accounts! Can i do something more simple instead? No mood and no energy for accounts cuz it's my Birthday soon and Chinese New Year round the corner! How to have mood for accounts matter!?

Going sleep... ZzzzZzz..

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Monday, January 19, 2009

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Yesterday woke up early in the morning cuz i was told tat my mummy is treating lunch at Grand Plaza Park Hotel.. Woke up, wash up had a little make up on and yes, i drove out to pick my aunt and her 2 kids and off to the hotel for lunch. Sad thing is i did not manage to have any photos with my mummy and my sister.. Mummy got to rush off to work after lunch and yes, sorrie i forgot about my sister and her boyfriend.

Some photos during my birthday lunch..



THE HEART PUDDING






My 21st Birthdyay Cake



Wishes Please Come TRUE ! ! !



Little Cousin



2 Vain Cousins



Photographer Of the Day



My Aunt



This is my Aunt too! ! !



My Grandparents



My cousin gave me Present



My Dad



It's jus us being vain the whole afternoon..

Reali do appreciate everybody for turning up for my Birthday Lunch.. Thanks for the Presents and I do Love everybody! ! !
Tat's all for the day and more to come soon... Stay Tuned...

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Tuesday, January 13, 2009

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Today at work was also a mess! The start of the day my Bosses all came back office to have some documents signed.. And yes.. Once they come in office means i have loads of work to be done.. Till the end of the day i still have half my work not done i guess. My OCBC bank statement of accounts is not done at all.. Still can't figure it out..

After work i brought back my accounts to try and figure it out at home. But My besti asked me to go for a short shopping trip with her. So tagged along with her friend as well.. Very nice and friendly classmate that she's got.. Okie.. I got short term memory.. Dun remember her name.. If u see this.. I apologize okie? Sorrie.. I got a little shocked to see my besti having a little more changes on her face. She finally have make up on her! And her new pair of spects! This is Cecily and her classmate.

I realli had a short shopping trip okie? Like a 10 minutes? Den we took a train back.. Was supposed to have dinner with Cecily but end up her boyfriend is more important then me.. So i was ditched okie? Sadded.. But good thing is before i reach Jurong East train station my mum called and asked me to tag along to shop for home stuffs at NTUC at Bukit Timah..

I got vain when i was at the NUTC.. Nothing to do okie? Jus finding things to buy for office and some tibits for Chinese New year.. Okie.. Photos time ! ! ! 

This red pepper is huge!


And this Watermelon is tiny!


This pack of Goldfish looks tasty!


There's coloured ones too!

This is a damn super long day to me.. After NUTC trip, sent grandma back to my cousin's place and went for dinner.. Den came back home.. By the time i'm back it's already 11pm! I jus had my shower and here i am blogging.. And my accounts is still stuck on my table.. I'm bringing it back to office to ask my ex colleague tomorrow.. Accounts is realli sucky to me..

I'm tired.. Nite Nite to all ! ! !

*Bebe.. Love you*

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Monday, January 12, 2009

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Today i'm on a day off.. Cuz having fever and headaches.. Fever went off but headache is killing me..!

Last nite was having a little discussion with my darling bebe about my birthday which is like 2 weeks later. But nothing is planned yet.. Having separate meet ups with friends and my birthday itself will be at home? Cuz it's Chinese New Year's EVE ! ! ! Even though it's my 21st birthday, i still have to go with the flow cuz i cannot change my birth date! So ya.. will be having reunion dinner cum my birthday celebration with my family and cousins.

Still yet to have things planned for my birthday.. Only thought of having a dinner followed by a movie with my "family" (mike daddy, cheryl mummy, bear faizal and my darling bebe). Dinner is not realli confirmed but movie is confirmed.. We'll be watching Transporter 3! But time slot will be confirmed again cuz it'll only be out by Wednesday.. Have thoughts of dinner location but cannot make up my mind on wat to eat? "The Cafe Cartel" cannot make reservations, "Swensen's" is boring, "Astons" also cannot make reservations, "Fish & Co" is normal, "NYDC" is out of the way. The only place i can think of is Mr Beans.. The one located at Selegie Road somewhere opposite Paradiz Centre?  It's opened 24hours and 365days..! Dun have to make reservations, dun have to wait for seats and food there is not bad..

The above is still not a problem to me.. The only problem now is my "daddy and mummy" are in a quarrel.. "Daddy" replied and says he'll be free for me.. But "mummy" yet to reply me.. I dun realli noe wat happened between them, and i dunno wat i can do.. "Daddy" was the one who helped me out when i was in a quarrel with my darling.. But when it comes to his family matter, should i reali ask about it? Big question mark on my head.. Massive Guys ! ! ! Do something can?

And cuz dun realli have the time to have meet ups with friends all at one time, had decided to meet up with Tiffany Darling with her boyfriend, Melinda and her boyfriend Eugene some time after first few days of Chinese New Year. Cuz Tiffany and her boyfriend will only be back from Hong Kong on the 30th. No plans yet! Tiffany and Melinda ! ! ! Any suggestions? I thought of going  Sentosa, but Saturday i'll only be free after 1pm cuz i got work and Melinda got training till 2pm. Or shall we have Steamboat again? Can't think of anything yet..

Oh ya.. "Kelvin Daddy" i noe you're reading.. Are we meeting up any soon? Hehe.. Meet up on my Birthday week with Teddy Bear and Uncle Ben?

And one more.. Sze Min ! ! ! You're up next... If u and Liqin wants to meet up after my Birthday also can.. Cuz it's like packed and u got school work to do.. I understand.. Let me noe soon ya?

My birthday is like ruined cuz of Chinese New Year!

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Saturday, January 10, 2009

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Today went to work for my half day.. Tired but still.. No choice.. Was busy finishing up things for the whole morning till time for knock off.. Tat is how busy i was.. Non stop working and finishing up my work is the only thing i'm supposed to do. Dunno why i jus have so much work to finish.. Maybe is cuz i'm still not used to the work tat i'm supposed to do.. Realli got to go through many many times before i feel it's safe and correct with no mistakes and tat is the point of time when i feel tat it's done.. Even though it'll take a little more time to check and re-check.. But it feels safer tat way.. Hehe.. (no choice i have a goldfish brain)

After work i went over to my darling bebe's place.. Bought lunch over for him, his brother and for myself.. Dunno wat my darling wants to eat so i bought food tat he'll eat and i bought 3 different types, so he can have 3 choices to choose from and i can eat any 3. And i dunno wat his brother likes, so i think he'll eat wat he brother eats. So ya.. All 3 are food tat my darling eats.. 

After eating, he started his room's spring cleaning.. Super dusty! All three of us was sneezing and sneezing away.. Think they're gonna throw away more things next week from wat i see today.. Today's packing is jus 1/2 of the room and it's like 2 big trash bags? The other 1/2 of the room has more things to throw i guess.. It's cute to see him and his brother packing and taking about their old times playing cards or even yoyo! They totally love their past time stuffs.. Oh yes.. Feels like it's back to normal for the both of us again.. But when it's time for me to leave, i dun feel like going home. I jus dunno why i dun feel like going back home.. But after giving my darling tat pig face, i still have to go back home. Cuz he's out to do some work.. Ya.. I reali came home.. But was in super bad mood cuz i jus dun feel like coming back home! No reasons ! ! ! I jud dun wan to.. Na, anyway.. It's a very nice feeling to be back by his side.. Dun ever wanna have breakups and cool off periods again please ! ! ! NOT EVEN FOR A DAY ! ! ! 

Yesterday went shopping with my besti Cecily.. But no photos taken.. We were jus so busy shopping at Jurong Point.. It expended for quite some time and i did not have my chance to go.. So we decided to explore wat's new.. Indeed realli big and alot of new shops.. Walked for few hours and she bought her shoes for Chinese New Year and we both bought bangles to suit our outfit for Chinese New Year.. Bought the bangles from m)phosis. Cheap and nice.. And finally it fits ! ! ! Cuz we both somehow have meatless arms.. Bangles tat are sold outside are big to us! Dunno why... Until yesterday, m)phosis gave us hope.. Lolx.. But only the design tat we bought fits.. The rest cannot fit also..! Sadded.. But glad we found something tat fits the both of us.. Hehe.. Sorry no photo of our bangles.. Busy and tired for photos these few days.. Will take and upload when i'm in mood for it okie? Stay tuned...

It's sleeping time! Nites everybody!

*Bebe ! ! ! Love you ! ! !

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Wednesday, January 7, 2009

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ANGRY ANGRY ! ! !

I'm stuck with my accounts at work again! Yesterday's was DBS statement and today's OCBC statement. Before i start doing calculating the OCBC statement, i was doing some CPF calculation.. And yes i'm still stuck with it..! And i'm not done with any of it ! ! !

Am i realli tat bad with numbers? YES I AM ! ! ! I dunno why but i am jus sOooo bad with figures.. It's making me have headaches! I realli did tried to calm myself down and tried to recall and tried to think of it.. But i dunno why i can't today.. Or isit cuz I'm having my period? It makes me feel like i'm crazy? Tummy cramps and headaches is combo!

Nothing much today.. I jus wanna vent my anger tat's all.. Cuz i'm not feeling well.. =(

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Tuesday, January 6, 2009

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Today had an extreme busy and irritated day at work!

Realli cannot take it ! ! ! Morning went in and settled a little of stuffs and one of my boss came in and ask me to do some calculation for the construction workers, he was in front of me staring and watch me do! Stressed ! ! ! I can't do work like tat when someone is staring and watching me do my work! Of course i did not tell him.. And rushed out all my calculations and issued cheque for him to cash out. Settle 3/4 of the work he passed to me and went for lunch. Worst thing is, after lunch went back to office and he called.. And he told me i calculated wrongly! Missed out few hundreds of pay! I was blurred and didn't know wat to do.. So i do a re-calculation again.. And yes.. I realli missed out few hundreds of pay for the workers. I noe it's my fault.. But i am jus so bad in figures! And yes, issued another cheque.. Felt damn low after lunch.. Super stressed and sorrie cuz it was my mistake..

After all tat i can settle, another one problem came in.. It's super irritating to me.. Cuz it's numbers! It's monthly accounts statement! I tried to figure it out since 2.10 and took me about 3 hours before i find my way to find out where the figures came from! See tat? 3 HOURS ! ! ! This is how bad i am with numbers.. Within tat 3 hours, i stared at the statement, pressed the calculator, add and minus the figures here and there and the numbers almost made me cry out. Cuz there was no one else to help me, there's no one else i can asked about it. I can only depend on myself and only me myself.. Feel super stoopit at tat point of time.. Took in deep breaths and yes finally after all the hard work i got the figures! Was happie and tired after tat..

This is the time when i realli found out tat i remembered something, when there's a will there's always a way.. I used to only try for 3 times at most and i'll give up.. But now i dun.. I no longer do tat anymore.. And found tat i have grown up? Hehe..

Now i know something.. Calming down is a very good way of solving problems..

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Monday, January 5, 2009

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Given many thoughts for this relationship tat i am having, I do find myself as a lucky ger who has a boyfriend who has set himself goals and things he want in life. Maybe not a gerfriend like me? Cuz i have not been a good one for quite some time as we reali had quarrels on and off for months. I do reali hope tat things will go well after our cool off period. Something to share with everyone... This is a phase tat i saw and i agreed with it. 
This is how it goes: 
You must speak to be heard,
but sometimes
You have to be silent to be appreciated.
Sometimes is good to jus keep myself away from talking? Tat is wat i feel, cuz i'm a person who speaks my mind. But there's always good and bad to be such a person. Cuz some things we feel may be right but it may not be right to someone who has a different mindset. So to me, people who are like me.. Have to reali think and put ourselves in other's point of view den speak up. (The above is one of the problem with me)

Though it's kinda hard to do as compared to typing or saying it, but when there's a will there's always a way. And never give up is the only thing to do. I had found my way of becoming a ger who is more calmed down by things around me, finding alternatives before speaking or doing something. I actually found out lots of things tat i can do to change and be a better person. It's jus too much tat i can say. All tat i can say is yes, when there's a will there's always a way.

Maybe it's cause of my work, i tend to find ways out cuz i have to work alone and do things tat i'm not taught before. Find a way out and things will be jus fine. Getting some nags or scolding is jus part of life. So i have to live with it too...! For me, it's through work tat i found my solution in changing to be a better person..

My resolutions for year 2009, there's only 3!
1. Be a better person
2. Be a filial daughter    last but not least...
3. Be a better gerfriend

Gers and friends who happen to read this, dun give up and prove tat you can do it too!

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Saturday, January 3, 2009

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I realli jus dun understand wat is wrong again! Isit jus me? Or am i from the other side of the world tat makes me do things differently from others?

Somehow it sounds like a misunderstanding within me and my boyfriend? I dunno.. Okie.. This computer is getting old i guess, called him jus to ask wat i can do to make this damn computer get better? And instead of tat, we got into a quarrel again. Wat is the hell going on? Cuz his background is rather noisy tat i can't realli hear him, so asked a little and he said he's in JB. So a normal question will jus pop by in my mind to ask him wat will he be doing in JB like at this time. And of course i asked this question cuz he did not tell me tat he'll be in JB. I noe we are in a cool off period, but i'm jus worried. He jus dun wanna answer me.. Den fine.. I do ask him nicely, and why can't he jus tell me? I dunno why i can't ask him questions at all. I am his gerfriend, of course i'm jus being concern of why is he there. Can somebody tell me why i can't ask? Why is he always getting me wrong? I'm not asking cuz of the sick of asking. Is realli cuz i'm worried and concern.

This week is so hard for me to go through ! ! ! It's jus like it's so long??? Why is time slowing down? It was fast the previous month, but it seems so slow this week. And i noe it's gonna be slow for the coming week too. Cuz i'll still be alone like a nobody.. Cuz of our cool off period, i still have another week to go.. People.. If u see this and u happen to be free can ask me out for coffee okie? Even though i dun drink coffee, i can have tea instead okie?

I am jus so blurred out.. But the things tat i'm supposed to do i'm still very confident tat i can.. For this relationship i will.. My best and my everything..

I am not realli blogging for the next week.. Cuz it'll still be jus a boring and normal week for me.. And this damn computer is making me crazy!

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Had a normal Saturday work today.. Nothing much in the office but after work something happened in the train..

ARGH ! ! ! ANGRY ! ! !

Took a train from Bugis and happen to have these 2 Auntie who went in after me was pushing around to get their way in. There should be something call excuse me loh.. Aunti.. Dun you both noe wat you're supposed to do? Jus say excuse me!

Tat is part one of my story!

Part two..

One of the aunti couldn't get herself a seat so no choice stand behind me.. And noe wat's she carrying? Fake GUCCI BAG! Tat is one thing.. Dun use ur fake GUCCI BAG to squeeze me lah! Stand straight and dun always knock on me. Tat is super irritating ! ! ! In my mind was, if u cannot afford to get a GUCCI BAG den dun throw ur face to carry a fake one! Even if you're carrying a genuine one also dun knock on me to show off okie?

Wat happened to everybody on the streets nowadays? Dress sense and manners all gone?

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Friday, January 2, 2009

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Today seems to be a normal and simple day at work, though a little busy den usual cuz from today onwards i have to find my way out to do things alone myself and anything i only can ask myself? Sounds bad but i hope i can remember all the things tat my ex colleague Jiayi taught me. Still a little blurr at the work tat i'm supposed to do, but still can finish on time.. So should not have worries i guess.. Hehe...

Today's the first day back in class for my bebe.. Dunno how's class for him. Think he's tired bah.. Never realli have a good rest and yes he's back for studies again. Cuz he's a friendly classmate so i guess he did fine in class.

I'm going to bed.. Still got work tomorrow! Tired and feeling lazy nowadays.. Lolx..

Nite Nite ! ! !

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Thursday, January 1, 2009

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Today is New Year's day and it's me and my boyfriend's 1 Year and 1 month's anniversary! Bebe Happie Anniversary! Even though you can't meet me but you're still on my mind okie? Cuz i love you.

Me and my silly besti (Cecily) had our shopping today! It's for Chinese New Year.. So no choice die also must find something to buy? Had a wonderful shopping day. Hope she enjoys shopping with me.. First stop was Far east, a place where all gers usually find clothes there.. But not this year for the both of us. Walked the whole far east and see nothing tat interest us at all. Can you believe it? It's so big and yet we cannot find something tat we like. This is weird.. Den we headed down to Wisma and pop by Forever 21 to see if there's anything? And the only thing tat interest us is the hats.. Haha..




This was jus for fun and laughter.. So ya..
And headed down to Takashimaya and had something to eat. Den awhile later we headed down to Cineleisure. We walked pass this sun glasses push cart and stopped. Cuz she was telling me tat she wants to get me my birthday present. And thought of getting me a pair of sun glasses. So tried and tried and found something tat she feels is nice and she bought it for me. SoOoo Sweet of her rite? This is my besti.. Lolx..


Looks simple and nice..
Den we went upstairs to BlossomZ and i got myself a dress and again she got nothing. Cuz the tube shirt she likes is too big for her.. Too skinny liao.. Try and gain some weight bah.. Den went to the ladies and be vain a little..


Den we headed down to Paragon to see watches at Guess but nothing appeals her again.. She's picky.. So.. Ya... And wat's next? Walked out of Paragon and i'm trying to be vain again.. One more photo.. Haha...
Den she wanted to get some ger's stuff so not very convenient to post out but she realli can try super long for something.. I can understand cuz she's realli too skinny to get something tat realli fits her. Den down to Bugis village a place where i dun realli wanna go cuz it's super packed with loads of people like market! But ya tat's the last place to find clothes.. Took a bus down to Bugis which is few stops away.. And we got vain in the bus..






Both of us was jus testing out the sunglasses she gave me as Birthday present.

Reached Bugis village and yes it's realli super packed! Squeezed through all the way and nothing appeals us on the ground floor and up we go.. Second level walked for quite awhile and finally saw something tat we both like. And is something tat i saw in some online shopping blog. Dun remember which blog was it. So ya.. Will show u guys the the top we got on Chinese New year! Lolx.. Dun get to see it now.. So have to stay tuned..

After our long day of walking and shopping.. We went for our late dinner. She had craving for steamboat and yes! We had steamboat!





Today is realli a super tired day and here i am still blogging and not sleeping. I'm gonna have worst panda eyes soon! Tata for now...!

Happie New Year's Day ! ! !

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